My poems

[Problematique]

Well... I promised this before, so... here I am.

Hope you like them.

The first one it's very very sad. I wrote it in highschool, like 5 years ago.

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Clear eyes, cristalline for me

Clear eyes, cristalline for me
They made fall again
And told that what they saw
Is not for me.

The one that owns them doesn't love me
And adventures to jump from hills
To only fall and get hur.t
It's sad and I'm not with him.

The one that owns them has lost everything
But still don't want to risk to see
That what he really has to see
It's in front and I'm not with him.

Clear eyes, cristalline for me
They returned to forget me
To state me so clear
That a mistake can be mortal.

The one that owns them made me cry
Because the light reflex in them
Are gone and became black as his heart
Lied to me and I'm not with him.

The one that owns them is gone
And the abandon I suffer
Was in vain for him
He is gone and now I'm free.

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I have a good explanation about it. For real.

[heili]

A good Explanation????.....oh please do tell i like a story behind a poem

[Problematique]

Hahahaha...

Yes heili I have a good explanation for it, in case someone find this too damn depressing.

Well, I was so in love with a guy that used to be my friend in elementary. And I always liked him. But then he left the school and the city for so many years and it was impossible to get in contact. But luckily, we found each other in highschool, he was in a classroom in front mine and the same day, we talked about all the things we missed together.

But I had the worst idea of opening my heart to him (and I did it in a good way, I swear) and he became very cruel with me, his friends were teasing me all the time and he just left talking to me. He invented so many stories just to leave him alone.

At the end, he finished highschool and left the city again. Bastard.

[heili]

BOYS!!!

need i say more they are very complicated creatures and they seem to do the most weirdest things when it comes to matters of the heart.

[Problematique]

Yeah!

We should do something about with this lovely and strange specie... but I guess, it might not work.

Anyway, I used this poem for a fanfic (actually, my first one ). It was a very short story, more like a draft... and at the end of it, I wrote another poem, with the same reading structure but more "cheerful" content haha.

When I translated it into English, I found it too deeper and sweet.

[kaheli]

oh the key word is boys.... it's so sad that he became such a bastard afterwards. But in the end, it becomes his loss. I'm sure that someday, that moment will haunt him as no other has.

Life is a circle and such, it shall come back to bite him in the ass. And that my dear, is your reward for rising above the pain. Glory in the power of being woman....as you get older, you shall know that without us, men/boys cannot survive. Muahahahahha...

Thanks for such a gloriously sad poem, 'tis great
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[Problematique]

Ah definitely! Without boys we can't live... I can't live, haha.

But I really needed something to get rid of that terrible ambiance that was clouding my head and writting about it was a healthy option.

Well, here's the sweet one...

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Sweet words, in love for you

Sweet words, in love for you
Made you mine this night
Felt you for the first time
As freshwater

I'll never possess anything you don't own
That I'll never hurt you
But I have to pretend you before
So you can love me too

I'll see the same you'll see
Because your vision is strong
You'll be the one that guide me
If the rest remains in shadows

Sweet words, in love for you
Never forget you even if they leave
Mistakes are temporary
And they'll die in our lips

Your tears are warm
Remembering that there's a light
to lighten my hear
I won't lie, because I care about you.

[heili]

"treat those as you would wish to be treated yourself"

there is an after taste to that saying. It's not ment as a poetic gesture, more a warning a rule of the universe.

The way you treat one person is the way you will be treated by another.

for example the way he made you feel problematic ......another will make him feel that way at some point in his life that is when his treatment of you will come back to haunt him.

thats why whenever making a descision that involes someone else you should first think of how you would like to be handled in the same situation.

I find it impossible to write poems but here is my letter i wrote to my one and only romeo from back in the day.It to has a very twisted story filled with love and loss.I was young and full of love when i experienced this and then broken some how by the time i finished it...It was my way of being able to move on to a new romeo though its not the same.

Time winds around
like endless speckles of light
driping through my existance

you where apart of me
broken away by the surge of time
i still feel you even today.

i still cry over you and fear for you
you went away and became a stranger
you fed from others and stole my light

Your memory haunts me
It never goes away
you took something from me
unable to be returned

you took my memories
my dreams my expectations

now your a pitiful reminder of time
no god like presence within you
traped to suffer and watch me grow.

In the end i will go down with you
and i will hold your hand
a promise is a promise

so

untill the end my dear friend
i shall carry on untill the end.


told you it was weird


*reminder to forum* *heili is twisted * *and a sucky poem writer *

[Problematique]

I liked it heili!

And yes you're right. I have the same thoughts about how I should treat someone, because yes... I know that I could be treated the same way.

[kaheli]

Wow, both are amazing. Great job

I was taught a long time ago that writing your thoughts down was good therapy. They don't need to make sense, then don't need to be in any kind of 'order' just write whatever crosses your mind. Later, read them. It will have a completely different view than when you wrote them.
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[heili]

awww gee thanks guys !!!!!!!!!